I Fight With God A Lot About This Maybe You Do Too
This is what I fight against God the most about. I want to try and figure things out myself and believe me that never works! I know it doesn't work and yet there I am dukeing it out with our Lord. I always know he's right and that I am wrong. Still I will fight him until, I 100% realize that I can't do this myself.
The thing is if I would just let him handle it; I would not go through all the worry and torment that I put myself though! Crazy right? I will say to myself, "Susan why do you do this?" I reply, "don't know." Honestly I really don't know.
Well there might be a decision coming up and it's a big one, I have tried and tried to think it though, I've prayed about it as well. I think God got tired of seeing me chew off my own foot (so to speak) then there was an answer came and indeed this maybe the right answer but again I'm sure I will try to think to much!
So if you would please say a prayer for me to just hush and listen to God rather than destroying my peace of mind trying to do what he already knows is best for me.
Bless you and all those you touch,